This
self-portrait with Lid is my reply to a remark I often hear from people
seeing my work: I wonder what your brain looks like.
It is also a concession that their wonder might have some justification.
After all, who would spend hundreds of hours whittling on a block of wood?
Who would invest a large part of his identity in a collection of curious
objects like these? Who would muster all his intellectual capabilities
in the search for yet another model?
I would! And I have many good reasons. First, the carving process is
ideal for mental relaxation, just like meditation. I can go on for hours
without getting tired, especially if I am approaching a point when one
of the parts breaks loose. That gentle separating cut is a very special
experience! Second, the search for new models has been full of equally
stimulating experiences on the intellectual level. It is funny how your
best ideas often come out of nowhere when you are occupied by something
else, while deliberate struggles often end in blind alleys. Testing a
new idea and seeing that it leads to a new beautiful configuration is
an absolute highlight. It feels more like discovering something that always
existed, rather than having invented something new.
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